personal: abuse and recovery

First, few things:

In this post I talk about abuse in relationship, emotional and sexual, there are mention of rape and abuse under the guise of bdsm, so if that can be triggering for someone, I advise them not to read or proceed with caution.

please note that english is my second language, I’ll probably mess up grammar more than once here, I do it regularly (and later look on something I wrote and think ‘what the hell?’) but I feel more comfortable speaking about it in english (and also I have better vocabulary in english; polish, for example, doesn’t differenate between „victim” and „survivor” and it’s important difference for me), so just ignore it (also 100% sure there are some typos I missed, sorry about that)

This post is also 6k words long.

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